I don’t know what to do with myself when you’re not here. Is it okay for me to feel this way? Is this normal? I hate this feeling. Not being able to feel you next to me. Not being able to touch your face. Not being able to feel your hand in mine. Not being able to hug you. Not being able to feel your lips pressed against mine. Or being able to softly touch your face while i’m looking deeply into your eyes. Six months is such a long time. I’m always wondering if you’re feeling the same way i am. I never thought having a military relationship would be so hard. I knew it would be challenging, but not as bad as this. The only way i know to describe how i feel is: i miss you. I’ll never forget the first time i saw you. In your cute Air Force ACU’s. And that amazing smile that made me smile too.
When i can’t hear your voice, it breaks my heart.
I wish you were here more than anything in the world.
I have so many anchors bound to my feet, it feels like I’ll forever be bound to the bottom of these seas.
The Amity Affliction
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